All posts filed under: Inspirational

The things we do not know.

My boyfriend and I recently moved into an apartment together and I’ll never forget the day we were moving in, a mean dog lunged at my sisters boyfriend growling and showing teeth as the owner yanked him down the stairs. We see them on a consistent basis and each time the dog viciously growls at whoever gets too close while the owner yanks him away without an apology or a simple smile. Since we recently got a little puppy we are extra cautious of them. We are always saying, “Watch out for the evil dog and mean lady!” Little did I know that these two would serve as a beautiful reminder for me. The other day, Andrew and I were making our way back to the apartment after walking Nash and boom, there they were. The face on the mean woman softened as soon as she laid eyes on Nash. As she was fighting to tame her dog she uttered, “how lucky to have a puppy to train from the beginning. Mine was adopted and had …

Celebrating Love

This past weekend I was up in Maine celebrating love. I am so so in love with weddings. This one was extra special as it was my boyfriends brother getting married. Although it wasn’t one of my own family members getting hitched, it sure felt that way. I’ve known my boyfriends family for 17 (?) years and they have always been like a second family to me. The drive up was amazing. The leaves, dear god the leaves!! I hardly noticed the 8+ hours in the car because it was like a never ending slideshow of trees and mountains and colors and lakes and beauty! It was all so beautiful. Ahh, life.   Thursday was the day for rehearsals and then the rehearsal dinner and speeches! I was so excited all week waiting for the speeches (bf thought i was evil due to the fact that he was giving one). I know it’s super hard to stand up in front of a bunch of people and talk about how you FEEL towards them. Trust me, I …

S p a c e

Woah. It’s been a long week. Do you ever get so busy you feel like the walls are caving in? I haven’t felt like that in a while but there it was this week, this feeling like I can’t breathe. This week has felt less like living and more like checking off boxes and counting down days. It’s Friday night and I find myself sitting here with all the boxes checked and no more days to count down, I reflect. What am I missing?  S   P   A   C   E. I crave it. I need it. Space for me is absolutely crucial. I need space to do the things that bring me back to myself when all else is spinning. I feel like I’m not the only one who feels this great pull deep inside to slow down and create more space in our schedules, in our minds, in our bodies, in our hearts. There is this great shift happening. We no longer accept the busyness. Yes, some do, but some don’t! …

It’s an inside job.

Some days it’s easy to walk around with a proud chest and light heart and feel like I’ve come a long way and am really making a positive impact on the world. Other days that negative voice rears its head and makes me feel like I’m really not doing much at all. I used to view the world as this huge place, with far too many people and I would feel intimidated by it all. How could little me contribute to a place like this and make a difference? I don’t really know when my view of the world changed from this..but I’m so glad it did. I had this moment last night, I was sitting under the deep black sky and I suddenly realized how many stars had become visible during such a short period of time. It’s like I didn’t realize anything was changing until it was all said and done and the whole sky was lit up. Sitting under a sky full of stars used to make me feel small and scared, like …

Puppy Presence

Andrew and I got a puppy and it’s been such a FULL past few weeks. I think we both were expecting our lives to change but I don’t think either of us were quite expecting EVERYTHING to change. We are so in love with our new little addition and keep wondering what we did with all of our free time without him? Its been so fun to watch Andrew take care of little Nash and find our way together in our new schedule. At the end of the day, when he is all curled up in his crate asleep for the night, we just kind of look at each other and are like “oh hi, remember me?” It’s not just us anymore and that’s ok. I could watch Nash all day and learn so much! Seriously guys, I’m totally convinced dogs are mini gurus sent here to teach us humans a thing or two about living. I’ve been taking good notes the past few days. Here are a few things I think Nash would tell …

Going with the Flow

It’s Labor Day weekend and I honestly can’t believe its already September. Although I’d like to sit here and complain about summer being over and the winter months being right around the corner, I know better. I know that we always survive another winter and summer always comes back around, just as it should. This weekend we’re in Maryland at Deep Creek Lake. This place is as if it was frozen in time. You know the stillness and quiet in your house and around town when you wake up with the sun? Thats what it feels like here, except all day long. Its not until I’m in these kinds of places that I realize just how fast paced and chaotic our lives at home can be. It’s crazy to think how far away we’ve gotten from the simplicity of life. This morning I rolled out my mat on the dock. Occasionally boats would pass by and as inertia would have it, their wake would ripple over to the floating dock that I was practicing on …

Morning Sadhana

Mornings for me are a sacred time. I love to wake up with the sun, before there is much movement in our apartment and in our town. Taking advantage of the idea that everything I need lies within. Thus, I begin my day with myself. Sometimes that means silence, meditation and deep breathing, other times it means movement and music. The only important thing to remember is to listen. Listen today, without any reference to past mornings, to what your body, mind and spirit needs to set you up for a day that will bear the signature of your soul. I wanted to share with you what my morning looked liked. Not in an attempt to make my morning ritual your morning ritual but to remind you that nothing, absolutely nothing, is more glorious than you being yourself. If you spend your morning listening for your truth, you will carry it with you all day. And you know whats really cool? It will unconsciously allow others to live in their truth. LEMON WATER Besides the multiple …

Arrival

I wanted to share something that I’ve been thinking about lately: Arrival You see we all have this idea that we’re on the right path, the wrong path, the long, short, brutal, glorious path to the lives of our dreams. This path that supposedly leads to the arrival of our true selves, our highest truth, our ultimate purpose. You know that path I’m talking about, right? Well what if I told you (not because my path is any smoother than yours but because life has recently reminded me and so I’m passing this little reminder along) that we all, every single last one of us, have already arrived. The thing is, we go on through our lives playing this never-ending waiting game. Waiting for that perfect clearing in the meadow where the grass is really green, the sun in shining, the sky is blue and the birds are singing out. But lets be real, that place simply doesn’t exist in the future. That place is now. Woah. It’s kind of freeing right? To realize that …